"something" can be a cliche title

I used to be worried that I would grow old to be nothing but, but I don’t anymore.

I used to be worried that I would never experience life, never jump the cliff, never leave the nest but I don’t anymore. 

What ever I feel, What ever this feeling.  It’s liberating. 

A life without hopeful lust,  eyes without lust in them, eyes with unyielding purpose.

I live with a goal, I found a purpose. 

I’m up for the challenge, I found a challenge. 

If I live this challenge, I live life.  I live curiously, I live differently.  

Paul McCartney. 

A lot can happen in 1 week.

• my friend can become noticeably depressed.
• my uncle's funeral can happen this week.
• I can go night hiking around the city.  
• I can find out my friend likes to put on makeup because it makes him look pretty.
• I can find out how much tougher that cookie has gotten in Japanese.
• I can meet an old commuter friend from a previous class who can tell me that she'll lose me as a friend one day.  
• I can sign up for 2 intramural sports not realizing the commitments.
• I can apply for a work study job.  
• I can find myself struggling with Calculus 2.
• I can find myself smiling amongst a colorful crowd.  
• An illusion? Maybe.