In a way your dreams reflect your current state of mind. Recently, I realized summer is going to happen, and that there is a good possibility that I am going to lose everyone I know (esp since I am friends with individuals not groups.) In my dreams, people fell away in silence to the end of the world. I woke up before everyone disappeared around me, so in the last moments before my dream ended, I panicked before the remaining familiar faces that bore a defeated expression. It's disheartening.
We'll be on different floors, we won't have similar floormates, we won't have an in-between to talk about, we won't take the same classes. Starting next year, I feel the connection I have with anyone now will fade away. It has happened to me before with commuters. The frailty of friendship. I love them briefly and intensely then. though "we" fell away in silence so quickly afterwards.
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